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I'm a College student in San Jose, CA . I like rpg, shooting, & strategy games (I. E. RUNESCAPE). I have a myspace account. I like to go on Youtube a lot because of the free videos. you can say i'm a youtube.com addict.

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re: rough times

2014-10-16 18:51:07 by Paladin82

I 'm not sure how to start this,because its already 3:25 pm. and yet I met the same white Girl Patton or that is what she wants to be called, these days.   I'm not sure wether she had enjoyed my company or was being nice, but being there and having confessed my secrets/shames  gave me some alleviation on my concious.  I felt a lot better after that.  I'm not sure wether she hired a body guard to follow me, but I do know  the guy male (white too) sitting next to her was very listening to my coversation or at least trying to see if I were to harm her.   Patton has been home schooled, there fore has no knoledge of what has happened - at the Rape/Sexual Assult Summit ---- and in some terms some ways, sorry I'm glad that She wasn't there.   >:3   I am being very open, when I say  I am Hetro Sexual,

but in a way I am bi-Sexual Curious, and some part of my heart tells me, it is okay.  it is part of human nature to be truthful with yourself.  No one else will be compasionate back.  So even if  Patton, has been of any interest to me,  I was looking in her eyes and noticed they turned red in the inner circle, meaning to my standards it means she's not 100 Human by any normal means standards.    seriously though she is cute and hot and  I would make out with her, if I could, but I would instinctively tell her  also, that I am a Virgin and maybe just maybe , I would, or she would, or we would have sex on campus or she can quickly or in a private area of campus, Give me a Oral Job to me, or upon me, just so we can get that sexual tension out of the way.   She is hiding something though.  I'm not sure wether she knew I was there, but what I can be sure of is Patton is a very special girl.  She is special in a way that, defines calmness, cool , collective , understanding , and an anomoly (in which Im leaning toward is near conspiracy theory)   in Short , she is someone I can see myself living the rest of my natural life with.  Even despite how I have my relationships with my sisters and my mom.  I couldn't see my self treating her badly, I can not see myself laying hand on her the wrong way, nor harming her.   I am not currently  thinking of her in the heart and feelings way but more in the fact that she has made me felt more calmer then ever and while she is only 19 and I'm  , for all intents and purposes,   27-29 years old,  I'm sure she wouldn't mind dating an older Human Male like myself.   The man or "body guard" has just recently  left, and despite the time which is 15:45   it was odd seeing someone who was just there , just to be there.   However, going back to Patton,  I would do anything for her, at least in this time line.  Get a job, & get a 2nd job just to support her, should any thing she would require,  I'm feeling that the attention she gave me, wasn't just attention and politeness but more of a human understanding.  

I have to go to the SACNAS meeting today, and I ran into Alexandra  from another club.  However I have the sad feeling I wont be able to see her for a while.   ---- ---- ---- ----